Packed in despatching, that is.\n\nWhen I slid my Bandit down the road I needed money to pay for it so went\non the vans. This is when it went awry. I found the whole van thing\nfrustrating beyond anything I've experienced before and as a result,\nmoaned more than ever, I had a van nicked in in the first week I was\ndoing it, I've been given no less than three bollockings for swearing at\nthe customers (which I deny, I may have sworn in their company but\nwhatever, it's not on and was never meant in malice).\n\nThen today happened. I parked up, made my delivery and when I got back\nthere was a big hole in the front of my van where where nearside front\nused to be. According to witnesses a lorry revered into it and drove\noff.\n\nWhat with the frustration, the astronomical fuel costs, congestion\ncharge etc I was thinking about giving it up. Then when I got that\nbollocking and someone kindly removed the use of another van, that was\nit.\n\nSo I'm now officially one of the great unwashed and out of work. I think\nI'm at that stage in my life when I'm wondering if there's got to be\nmore to life than this but frankly, I haven't got the first rational\nclue.