But all I'm getting is tears. My friend Becky died last night from Hodgkins Lymphoma. We'd been good friends since we were 7 years old at lower school together. I don't know why, but this has hit me really hard, much worse than when close friends have died suddenly. Becky'd been very ill for a number of years and it was inevitable that she was going to die well before time, but I'm just really in bits about it. I'm trying to smile because I want to remember her as a very funny, intelligent, pretty and lovely girl to be around. I'm off to curl up on the sofa and have a cry. RIP Becky